I'm drowning in this feeling I don't even have a name for. It's hate, i think. I hate myself. I can't believe that anyone could ever love me. It's impossible. I'm tired of this feelings. I don't want them anymore.
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I don't promote self-harm; suicidal thoughts or shit like that, but I need a place to show my feelings. Otherwise I'd cut even more.